Saturday, July 26, 2025

ENGAGED FOREVER….

 


In the journey of life we come across billions of passers-by. Among them the existence of millions of personalities doesn’t make any difference as they just show up and disappear. Thousands of them we are familiarise with from the distant and most probably they come along our way at some distance. Hundreds of them share a same pavement with us and in some way they become a part of our life. However among them a very few selected groups are there which in a way connected by our karma (since I am a Buddhist then I follow the law of karma) will walk along the way no matter how long the distant they carry. Every individual in this category plays are crucial role who smoothly aid to lead and activate the journey of life and are disguise in the form of family, friends and other close ones. And I counted myself in the list of those fortunate one who is blessed with these treasures who are the source of my living with happiness. I was a pampered child from the early stage of my life. And from then onwards I have appreciated that the biggest gift divine for me is my family whose pure and unwavering love and care bound me and protected me all the time but I never figure out that I am also blessed with bunch of people whose unconditional love and incomparable affection safeguarded me and whom I offer a higher designation than a common friend.

Yes that is true that after joining my university I met with many people some as a friend and some in the form of teacher and some cared me as a sister. Among them there are only few of them who evidenced that they are the one who truly consider me. Here true consideration counts for one who does not stand with my physical appearance and my status. Rather those are the individuals who accepted and considered me who actually I am as a person and as a human being irrespective of all my flaws and shortcomings. When I converse about friend then I am very selective about my friend list from the beginning. I consider people as my friend only when they matched my description of friends and when my heart accepts them to be in that category otherwise for me ‘My kind of Friend’ is not something we chat, move around and eat together. That is the prime reason why my friend circle is quite small compared to others nevertheless what I can proudly state is that my bunch of friends are someone I can engage with throughout my life without any regrets.

When filtering and pondering upon those friends list then I tied up with three best of friends who compel me to comprehend that I am a very fortunate one for being with them. My concern towards them is sometime very small compared to theirs. Their occurrence signifies that they are beyond comparison and definitely are above than other common friends. They honoured me by giving great consideration towards me and in that way even money could fail to meddle in our indestructible trust.

Further if I do count, among them also one is the most special one for me and to be clear it is not that I regard him special in the beginning but he earned that title for himself by leading me towards such direction that rarely someone can do. He is the one for whom if I try to describe the way he treats me then the words aren’t enough. He is just beyond words. From the initial stage of our familiarization he treats me so well as if he owes me something. And that kind of impression strengthens along with the passage of time. Initially I thought that it was just an infatuation which normally people encounter during their first few meetings and will gradually fade. However, his perception and action proved me wrong. As I realised that the more we get along the more his concern towards me enhances.

As I mentioned you about the role of Karma then that plays a great role here as well. Lately I could trace the connection of those dots. As karma played such a role that it gulps the years of gaps and left us on the same track as a classmate. However, he actually stepped in my life when I was challenging physically; not recovered well from the illness. Despite of all my problems he always stood firmly beside me no matter in what circumstances. And the remarkable part of him was that he never boasted me of what he had done for me which some time sounds very unreal in today’s world. Being with him I have understood that when it comes to my case he becomes so selfless which he also mentioned that he realised so. To prove this statement, let me share you a small incident (small according to him but from my side was something hard to digest). During our summer vacation, I left my medicine in the university and I was already in my home town. So in order I may not miss my medicine, he travelled by train for almost 15 hours standing whole night without any confirm seat in the challenging temperature that is above 38 degree and some time it may cross 40 as well. Just to deliver my medicine in time he voluntarily took such tiring effort without any second thought. Such was his true concern towards me. This was just one of the incidents which I vividly remember. I am always overwhelmed and touched by his great affection towards me. And I rejoice in my good Karma that I met someone like him in my life. So I thoroughly feel he is truly a blessing for me.

He was so caring and also very smart in every field whether is in studies or in other field that I didn’t need any other company after I met him. If I encounter with any problem he was among the first one who step forward to fix it as if it was his own responsibility. He always figures it out and comes up with the best of the solution. As he used to say, “I am always there for your service.” With that spirit he always implement on his words. This is how he used to pamper me in one or another way. So, it is obvious that I got a habit of being with him. He always made me so special in his eyes. However, I am the one who is privilege and blessed for his presence and the unconditional contributions he had given in my life which is beyond my imagination and reach. Talking about his contribution in my journey then I will love to write on that soon in some other blog because if I start sharing here then I need few more pages to fill. So for today let’s not talk about that part. I will try to cover it soon. Before I conclude I just want to exhibit that I cherished each and every moment shared with him. It feels like a fantasy world for me now. And I actually treasure it throughout my life and are among the best part of my life.

 

Saturday, June 15, 2024

 

Kusu for you

Stepping towards a new mission which I never thought of I will walk on in my life. It is certain that it will going to hit me a lot in different ways as it is not something in my approach. If I share this with any of our acquaintance then people might definitely mock  on me by pursuing such attempt which is something kind of impossible for me. The fact is that even such questions strike my mind often that HOW DARE AM I TO THINK OF WORKING ON IT WHICH IS BEYOND MY LEVEL? AM I ABLE TO DO THIS? And many more questions like that channels my head. However, it is not that I come across this challenging decision to take over in couple of thoughts or out of some frivolous reasons. This matter have been cooking in my mind and heart since the end of 2019. And lately I got opportunity and serious thought to initiate my new mission and here I am.

Back then I was quite occupied with my own sentiments to control over as I was in the depths of despair; a deadly nightmare fell on me unexpectedly and I was not prepared for that. It literally took couple of years to heal me and to come out from that devastated situation and handle myself and my emotions. In other words, I was battling a war within me but for outside world I just pretend to be as normal as I can. 

    Whatsoever, to be true, how I am able to build a height of courage to   walk on that pavement you laid to me. The base of all those grounds is the unconditional and unlimited love and care you have bestowed me during your presence which embedded in my heart and soul in such a way that can’t be replaced and erase by anyone in this world. In addition, I deeply know you and your heart and how enthusiastic and keen you were to work on these projects. And I assume I am the only witness of the earnest wish of yours as you used to update me all those matters. Also remembering one of the key factor of our strong relationship; the   ‘Trust factor’ which you have yielded enormously from the initial stage of our relation and believed the same from me. From my-side also I beautifully sustained that trust factor from the beginning and will strengthen your words till the end. And after going through all those desires and sentiments of ours in unison and connecting all the dots of our near past then I have a strong instinct and also boosted a courage to work on your project which is shifted to OURS now.  The fact is when it comes on you then I feel like I can go beyond my level. And seriously speaking for you I dare to do anything. This is how I got the courage to work for you and work for us.

Based on all these grounds and many more emotions are laid behind taking this new academic journey holding the fact that I have to tackle all the challenges which will encounter in my path and which will going to be tough for me as I am approving something beyond my reach. And it is also certain that the success rate of my endeavor is very low however I can’t let this excuse to overpower my solemn decision. Although I kind of predict the result of my endeavor which isn’t so in favor of me but my main goal is to attempt the opportunity which life has given me; to repay your kindness, to fulfill your wish. Fortunately if I succeed then that would be my best gratitude or lifetime tribute to you for all what you have done for me and for being blessed with your presence in my life.

Since I already programmed my mind then even if I failed in my endeavor then I won’t regret rather I will be proud of myself for attempting something which is not in my range and I will feel that I tried something to please you and my soul but if I don’t attempt then I am quite sure that I will regret throughout my life and the worse part of the fact that is I may hate myself if I don’t give it a try. So this is not only for you but also for my self-contentment and how much you are valuable for me. Therefore, this is a serious combat between my ability and my emotions. And I will give my best effort to win my emotions because it connects directly with my heart and as we both normally assert and believe that we are a follower of heart rather than brain. Let’s lead our words to truth. Thumps up!!!

Saturday, February 17, 2024

 

BLESSING IN DISGUISE

It’s been more than a decade when I last posted a blog which that time seems to me, kind of an assignment enforced by my life’s one of the dearest friend. And he was also the one who had introduced me with this site. Not only that but also his contribution in my life is beyond words. Or rather I would describe him as a BLESSING IN DISGUISE.

Stepping in this site both of time is only because of him. The first time he persuaded me to write and post here and this time is my instinct recalling that he wants me to be here. That is the core reason I am here after more than a decade.

When I take a glance, some 14 years ago when we first met? Here when I say first meeting then it doesn’t mean literally because casually I have seen him a lot of time. And it is apparently because by the time I have joined their class after beating TB (It has got again some long story). So, I am new to their class. May be he might have noticed me, not because I am beautiful or something, and truly speaking I was terrible by appearance and it is sort of certain how would someone look like if he/she terribly gone through 3-4 years of painful treatment.? Whatsoever, coming back to my point, I hardly noticed him in our class. And no one will believe my statement that I seriously didn’t notice him in class for the whole 2 years when we completed our Uttar Madhyama which is equivalent to intermediate level. Despite being among the students who was outstanding in his studies, I heard about him and also knew that he is giving private tuition to some of the students too. No! tuition here doesn’t mean he charge for teaching. Here in our university it is accustomed that no one take charges for tuition. Therefore, in our university, tuition always stands for free of cost irrespective of the tutor, whether that is teacher who does private teaching or the students who helps other students in their studies. Apparently, he was kind of popular with his teaching skills and knowledge. I still clearly remember that I noticed him few times when I used to visit Temple on auspicious days then he and his friend use to jog on the side of the road and he used to prostrate in front of Buddha with his five disciples. Earlier I haven’t seen such kind of prostration. The impressive part is the way he prostrates with sublime faith was eye catching to me at first point.  Apart from that I can’t remember that his presence drives my attention towards him in the class during those two years. 

However, when we turned up in Shastri Ist year which is equivalent to 1st year of graduation then we first encountered as a classmate. And that year we also enlisted in a same computer class and I must say that, that computer class was the escalator of our new relationship. We became acquainted and obviously I was quite surprised by his too good reaction with me. What I mean by ‘too good reaction’ is that from the beginning of our familiarization, he kind of treated me very well. As I already mentioned that he was too good in his studies. Moreover, he has got profound knowledge in every subject. He was excelled in Buddhist philosophy and regarding subjects. He also had a marvelous grasp in language like, Tibetan, English, Nepali and Chinese also.  He was enough advanced in technology field too as he bears great knowledge in computer science. So, evidently man with such multiple talent would be acknowledge by a mass. Nevertheless, my personality is kind of introvert or reserved. So, I only approach to or like to engage with my related circle that is my family, friends and the people whom I am close with. Owing to my nature, I don’t like to mixed up with many people. This is the reason why I have been not so comfortable with him at first place even if he treats me very gentle. And because of my such nature he used to tease me by calling ‘Mystery girl’ at the beginning. You can see time and again I am using the phrases like; at first, at the beginning etc. there is a significance reason, you will gradually know in later part. 

I remember our very first meeting in computer class, when we literally talk to each other. Do I sound great talk? Hehe, not that type but it was a few words talk and a casual talk, of course initiated by him. I came to noticed that he loves to eat. So, he brought some eatable stuff in the class. That is ‘churpi’ a cheese candy. So, he fetches that in class and kind of distributing his friends and he also offered me that with a big genuine smile. That is the first time I saw him from so close and I guess the same case with him because we never met in person. Anyway, I probably took that eating stuff which is sweet and I enjoyed that taste especially when our computer class starts in afternoon which was quite tiresome because that is after our heavy lunch and we feel sleepy. So that eating stuff is good enough to keep us alert in the class. And you can see this is his purpose of fetching such stuffs in class. Even though we haven’t talked much at that very moment but we kind of started knowing each other. From that day we get to know each other better because now we kind of formally introduced each other. Although it’s not like usual introduction like 'My Name, and Your name’ however we have faced each other in person and also, he owes me with that eating stuff then I also have to smile him back next time, ha-ha kidding! That kind of eating stuff continues with our rising relation. Since he is also close with one of my close friends and they know each other very well. Then they used to include me in their gatherings also. Even I don’t like such gatherings but since my close friend was there then I don’t mind to engage. So, this way we also initiated meeting outside our campus. And plainly now I can notice him in our usual class and he used to tease me during that time also. Usually people accept him as a very serious kind of man but for me it was always opposite. Because the day I met him personally he used to crack lots of joke and treat me very frankly but that wasn’t for other I guess. And later on, when getting closer with him, I found that we share a same kind of nature. He also was a man of few people like I do but to me I don’t know he treats as if he knows me very well and I was already in his close friend list. Now we not only meet during our usual class, we have our computer class and after that I used to study in library and the same schedule was his. He also studies there until 5pm which is the closing time. So, some time we meet after computer class also but that wasn’t for long. We sit in different places. After few meetings I got his number, actually I already had his number as my close friend passed me, may be because of some work. But I haven’t called or text him. His number merely occupied my contact list. So, the first message I got from his phone was about some funny questions and I have to reply by numbers. And I might have replied with. And he used to appreciate me. At first, we keep on sharing such text and gradually I started to ask him question regarding my studies and he seems very interested to teach me and for that I was very happy because the way he teaches is simply amazing. He makes the lesson so easy and fun to learn. He also used to ask me some question when it is in Sanskrit or hindi which he thinks that I am good enough but that wasn’t true. And when he acts as if he doesn’t know then I directly utter that I don’t believe you don’t know what you are asking me. I solemnly think that he knows everything because whenever I or anyone raise a question to him then he speaks as if he did Ph.D on that topic. He has got profound knowledge on everything, which I strongly feel. That is why at first, I used to save his name as ‘Khewang’ in my contact list which means scholar but later on I changed as he insisted. But I erased that name tag from the phone only because deep inside me I call him from the same title. Along with passing days he keeps on offering me lots of eating stuffs. Although I refused often but he was so insisting that next time he comes with another option. And I was compelled to accept the things because he was so gentle with me then it's not appropriate to turn down all the time. The most fascinating and surprising part is that out of the blue he started treating too good that I can’t hold it with simple meaning. He cares me and come forward to help me every time whenever I am in need. He never said NO to me except one which I will share you later. I used to thank him again and again because I feel like I can’t repay him. But at the other hand he acts as if he hasn’t done anything special and used to cease me for using the phrase ‘Thank you’ for him. He won me by being too kind to me. The remarkable point about him is he can simply catch me and my feelings just from my countenance. For that I used to wonder. The only question circles my mind was why he is doing so much for me? And his answer was simply- I LOVE TO DO ANYTHING FOR YOU...…  

Monday, November 6, 2023

 

Friday, March 30, 2012

दोस्ती ऐसी....

वो आए मेरी ज़िन्दगी में,
मिलकर हँसी मज़ाक के संग।
ढेर सारी शुभकामनाएँ मेरे लिए लाया।
पढाई में हो या हो फिर बात किसी ओर की,
कभी यह कभी वो कर, हर पल साथ निभाया।
कहने को तो दोस्त था पर दोस्त से बढकर पाया।
सुख दुख एक कर, कुछ लम्हें बीते ऐसे,
खुद रोए पर भी पलके गीली मेरी न चाहे।
न जाने ऐसा क्या था...
मेरे दुखों का कागार ढोकर भी खुशियों की झलक झिलमिल उसमें पायी।
कहता तो सिर्फ यही ʻबस अच्छा लगता है तुम्हारा साथʼ
शायद इसीलिए देता था साये की तरह हरपल मेरा साथ।।

दिन, माह, साल, लम्हा-लम्हा बह गया।
मौसम ने भी ली जाने कितनी ढेरों अंगडाई।
फिर भी पायी न कभी तेरी दोस्ती में खाई।
तेरी दोस्ती की गाँठ ऐसी बँधी,
न जाने वक्त की लहर सरक गई ऐसे,
दिन, महीना ओझल हो गई जैसे।।

कहता था बनूँ मेरे लिए सबसे खास....
बना वो कब मेरे लिए एक उपहार, वो न जाने,
सोने सी दोस्ती को हीरों से झढा दी,
रिशतों की अहमीयत को ओर भी बढा दी।
डूब गया वो दोस्ती में शायद इस कदर,
साहिल को वो पीछे छोड, निकल गया कोसों दूर....
हम हुए इस मंज़र के सैलानी अब,
सच यही,भाग्य की लेख को मिटा सके न कोई..

फिर भी...
न है कोई शिकवा तुमसे और न ही कोई गिला
दिया न कुछ और न शायद कुछ दे सकूँ,
सिलसिला तेरी अच्छाईयों का भूला सकूँ न कभी
याद रहोगे तुम और तुम्हारी प्यारी दोस्ती सदा ।

चाहूँ तहे दिल से हर पल भला तेरा,
खिले तु किसी भी बाग में चाहे,
हवा का रुख हरदम तेरी ओर लहराए,
फूलों की महक आए,
खुशियों की सावन बरसे।
गम के बादल कभी न छाये,
आँसु की एक बूँद न पाये।
खाली न जाए दुआ इस दोस्त की,
बस चाहूँ यही, सुख, समृद्धि हो हरपल तेरी परछाई।।

 

Friday, March 23, 2012

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Friday, March 9, 2012

Women's day.... 4 you Mamma!

Today is International Women's Day. So, is celebrated in every corner of the world irrespective of cast and creed. Its very true, the WOMEN whom almost the entire society use to look downward is indeed the builder of that very 'society' and that 'society' is the second stage after the 'home'. And we all are well acquainted that the first place[Home] is swiftly run by the WOMEN in most of case.
Women are there in many forms, some are gifted in the form of mother, some shares in the form of sisters, some comes as daughters, some in wife and so on.. Though they all falls under the same category that is the 'Feminine' but [I personally feel and i guess most of too feels so] from those, 'One' that should always be considered or honoured as a top is the greatest women who steps in our life in the form of 'MOTHER' cum a goddess,who bounds us in her womb for the whole nine months[quite long duration in ones life if we ponder upon] and prevents from the outer world and gracefully bears all pains and sufferings silently just for the well being for her young one. She is the one who lead us to this outer world and brought up till now. And one with whom naturally the first and the most wonderful and the sacred relation of the our life has been tied, i.e, the relation of 'Mother and Child'. It is just a drop out of an ocean to exhibit the greatness of MOTHER in every individual's life.
Aama, Mamma, Mother or Ma, though all of these words belongs from different languages but once spoken, arise the same feeling, a feeling which entirely touches our heart and mind. Have a try…! A word ‘Mother’ itself bears such a heart touching power.
So, today I would like to dedicate this Women’s Day for the greatest woman of my life without mentioning whose name contemporary, my life will be in completed.. Of course! I am conversing about my Mamma. She is the source of my strength and happiness. I Love her so..much and more than that I respect her because of her great personalities. She is a very kind hearted woman which I personally experienced and I also accumulated many more about her past life from other sources and which adorned her life and enhances her values in my eyes. Just as we siblings giving high regards to her, so as the other too, who are well acquainted with her qualities. And being a daughter of her, is always been a source of proud for me as well as for my siblings not only because she gave us birth but because she is a perfect women enriches with all the qualities one wishes to seek in one's life as a Mother, as daughter as a wife and as a sister. And above all she is the best mother. She never let us to feel alone and sick specially to me. Though she doesnt form any partiality among her children but my siblings always teases her that she do so with me. So I might also suspect sometime because she cares me a lot, one reason is very clear behind that, few years back i was caught in the disease for almost three years since then I lost my health entirely. In a way it seems my whole life has changed[but my family always holds my hand in order I may not feel insecure]. As my elder brother lost his life by struggling with the same disease few years ago. Though my family wont utter a single word but i know the terror is in there heart and mind that this evil disease may not take me away too. So, they[my family] try their best to protect me all the time[ may god forgive me for the pain I am giving to them and to everyone but I am helpless..!! I can not change the cross lines of my forehead.. Almighty lord! M sorry!!] Apart from that, Ones I used to be the most healthiest member in our home during that time also, I was specially mothered. It may be because m very naughty in their eyes, they used to complained me often, or as i stay far away from home most of time since i joined this university orr... I may be too fortunate.
By the way do you know one of the major point was there on our relatives tongue just to irritate my sisters is that I was given a better education field as I was in private school and they were admitted in government school and so on. But that was not like as they use to point because during that time my parents can not afford there all children to be educated in private schools because they have got a financial problem. And which my siblings know, still they always used to tease just to enjoy the moment. Just as my mother cares me and our siblings, such affectionately she also cares her grand childrens too. As I am here to study 'Buddhist Philosophy' actually I feel uneasy to utter so, because I dont know much. If I am not misinterpreting, among all sentient being Buddha gave priority to the species, whom we called as 'Mother'. When I go through some Buddhist text where the concept of 'Motherhood' is conversed, I take pleasure in reading that part because it realises me of the truth that 'how grateful the mother is in everyones life' and its also easy to digest because the qualities which were described in the text were very much I see in my Amma. So after understanding the notes my regards and love increased moment after moment towards my mother.
She is not only a good mother but also proved to be a very good life partner in a sense, a wife for my father, he himself stated oftenly and we observed it too. My parents married some 40 yrs ago [Though its not an arrange marriage but not so as love marriage too, in better words, they encountered by their fate]. She cared and respect him, so as my father do. Both of them are very close [we never saw them distroying the family's peace, in a sense they dont fight and quarrel]. I salute my mother, to sustain this loving relation, she had given up her entire life for her husband and childrens. I heard, before my birth my father was caught into an illness for a long period when my elder brother and sister were very young. At that time my mamma was only there to run the home and to manage the fooding for all the members and medication of my father and many more... My god! How she managed all in a time? I even cant imagine the moment! Her life was very tough during those time or might be almighty lord was testing her patience. Her small shoulder was loaded with the huge responsibilities still she stands on, go on struggling and did her duties marvellously. And owing to her hard work, good medication and god's grace, my father got a new life and we got a happy family and a good life. And one of my mother's best point is, she never boast of her struggling towards us. She is much more than my words could ever speak...such motherhood I use to enjoy. Here its me, expressing about my feeling towards my mamma na, so I am clicking few flashes of her nature and gratitudes towards me and towards my siblings and I am sure such is the feeling of every child, because its Motherhood which is considered above all
Therefore, specially today I[though I always]humbly bow down for all the Mother of World whose greatness is beyond compare..

AND TO YOU MY DEAREST AAMA,
YOU ARE THE ONE WITH WHOM I AM PROUD TO BE WITH. YOU MIGHT BE THE FRUIT OF MY GREATEST VIRTUE I EVER ACCUMULATED. I AM FORTUNATED TO BE YOUR DAUGHTER.AND I WISH YOU MAY BE MY MOTHER IN EVERY BIRTH.ALWAYS BE THERE WITH ME LIKE YOU DO TILL NOW. LET ME SLEEP UNDER YOUR SHADOW.IF YOU UNVEIL UR SHADOW FROM MY HEAD...THEN I WILL LOSS FOREVER...........................
MY LORD! MAY ALL THE HAPPINESS N FORTUNE OF MY PART GOES IN MY MAMMA'S FAVOUR. SHE MAY GET THE WORLD OF HAPPINESS AS SHE DESERVES. BE WITH HER ALWAYS. MAY SHE LIVE LONG!!

[In the beginning of this writing I have addressed of being written this on International Women's Day i.e, on 8th March but however I couldnt complete it on that very day. So I published it on the next day.]

 

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Friendship

I admire three things most in this world. Family, teachers and friends. May be its because almighty god had wonderfully blessed me with these three or for me he might have chooses the best of human being and distributed them in three different wonderful gifts and when I stepped in this world, he blessed me with first pack; a loving and caring family and gradually when I forwarded my step towards the outer world, my lord welcomed me with the blend of two marvelous present; a gift of great teachers and true friends. These three characters plays a central role in my life.
And today ie, 16th feb 2011 or I should say just a few minutes back I had a long chit chat with my sis whom I was sharing my daily routines as I was not feeling well. And during that conversation, I was speaking my heart; I was piling up my friends favours towards me similarly when I am with them I used to count my family’s. It is not because I want to show off or in better words boost of that people love me that much. I speak such because my heart feels so. And I am a follower of my heart most of time.
And sincerely speaking, one who truly loves and cares me (of course not in negative sense) who used to shower his/her good favors and blessings on me, for them if I am disable to repay, then at least I can’t bear the sin of forgetting them; in simple words I never forget those people and their contributions. That may be a good point in me to be counted on. Now countdown should be done too right?? Hehe!! So, point to be noted! Among the chain of my negative points, the matter is, I don’t feel comfort or I should say I don’t want to count up their own words to them. Basically it is good to let others aware of their good deeds na. But this statement doesn’t fit in my small brain. That’s why It is quite difficult for me to follow this..
Anyway where was I ?? lets not go further.. Yeah!! I was on phone line with my elder sister na. Yeah! She was complaining me that I always repeat these words ``May be it’s the best karmic fruit, that I m in touch with such a good comrades who cares me a lot.” She continued,` As every action is followed by an appropriate reaction. You never miss to count their contribution then naturally you might have did the same with them too.” I appreciate her words. I stated,`Yeah! My Dear! It would be my best attempt to act according to their contribution though I can’t, because their contribution is simply beyond words.” Dickey cease me at next moment,`Oh sweet heart! Please don’t drop your tears. Hehe!! I was just kidding. Its nice for us that you truly consider your friends.” Dickey?? Sorry! I forgot. Lets meet my elder sis, Dickey. She is a wonderful sis cum one of my best of friend. I don’t take her personally. So, I don’t use any formal words before her name, as we are accustomed to do so. And the interesting thing is without being formalities makes the relation closer.. sometime…I mean it. I personally experienced so. Hehe!! Apart from the name she is always honored by me as she deserved. And she is well acquainted with that and that’s what I count. Oh Godddd!! Why I am diverting too much…?? lets be on the track again…Dickey permitted me to take rest after my sweet and sour chit chat. I think she was tired off giving ears to my long long tale..Hehe. I am too much na.. but I can’t cease my words when I am enjoying her company. Anyway finally and unwillingly bidding her good bye I happily put down my call.
Ohhh! FRIENDS….MY FRIENDS….!!!!!
Almighty god might have many complaints `How poor the followers are” especially like me. How beautifully he offered me with three inestimable treasure. Among which first treasure,is no doubt more than I ever expectated but from rest of two..my god!! `selection out of election’ interesting na Hehe. I am so sorry! but I am very very selective in some cases. Alike everyone I also have so many friends. And I am not that much lucky having all buddies alike. And seriously speaking I don’t want to be that much fortunate. I am more than contented being with what in my hand. So, undoubtedly here my friends refer to few of them whom I consider close among close….
These are just a one sided I mean how My Close of Close friends reflects in my eyes. That is what I really feel and what my eyes could judge. Beyond that its upon few of them .And its not at all necessary that they must also look on me as I do. No matter, how they define me. As we all are well acquainted with the nature of this world where changes takes place within a moment. And who knows along with the passage of time and place towards me, their affection may reduce. From myside even if I don’t exhibit to the world but their memories are always captured in me somewhere. And that is the most important thing for me. Now, as transparent as the crystal, I have view their image in this plain paper.
Thank you MY LORD and Thanks for all of them who have hallowed the name of FRIENDSHIP in my eyes..!!

 

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Simplicity

I am quite fond of this word.Yeah! it is SIMPLICITY… May be every mind has got a bombastic definition for this word like you might have. Hehe.. I don’t know much about simplicity. For me it is as simple as the word itself indicates. Let me come to the point, Simplicity! When I ponder upon this very word what my mind sense is the authentic beauty of personality. I am fond of simplicity which doesn’t denote my distance from other world. Here my point of simplicity is not only relevant with ones outer personality, though it must be there especially in this modern era, where everyone intend or dare to take decision at the very first moment. No space is given for the second thought. Like a famous saying-
First impression is the last impression.
It may be suitable for some mind at some extent. But what really fascinate my soul is the ultimate beauty which elaborates ones pure, natural inner heart.
Here I indicate, one whose body speech and mind speaks only one language. Yeah! the language of simplicity which is not at all surrendered by the outer appearance only.
Do you think such sort of human being.. and in this century? Uhh..! quite difficult…I guess so but not impossible na..? Just wait! Don’t lead my words as granted. Let me explain you in concise… Being simple and to lead such a life is certainly a worthwhile and to be honored and accepted by every heart sooner or later. Naturally I am not criticizing anyone who takes a credit of being human in this world. The fact is that I strongly believe that every heart bears a part of simplicity hidden somewhere inside the corner of their soul, a glimpse of which seems to be appear once in a blue moon. And that is the SIMPLICITY. Yeah! My type of simplicity; which reflects an ultimate beauty on which I am fascinated.
Therefore, in a nutshell, simplicity…! I am fond of is, within every soul.The only matter is how and when it seems to be visualized. Am I right?
So, see how simple is this simplicity..

 

Saturday, February 19, 2011

A Life miles away from ones sight…………

It is strange thing that although I belong to a family whose main or chief occupation indicates Business but from my childhood I don’t have any interest in this field. I am unaware about others but In my mind the word business exhibits a sort of great marketing whose progressing speed is approaching the seventh sky specially in this technological era. This is just a piece of general criterion of business atleast in my perception. So, one thing is clear that what I want to mention here about business is fairly simpler from the former one. Actually there are countless business basically whose strings moves all according to the status of beholders. Ok! Let me not confuse you more hehe..
Lets have a glance on our world! Today I will lead you to such corners where you never been earlier and may be wont in future too. hehe..
Just move from the initiative step of our society that is family (a collection of individuals).Every home carries out with an occupation to survive, irrespective of the case rich and poor. Likewise, in this field we stands in the queue of business. Infact a minor sort of business ; I indicate, a seasonal seller radically changes selling items according to the season. There are two main seasons in which the business of buying and selling works firmly; in summer when selling takes place in our own residential place. And the second one is in winter in which a deal of maximum four months selling is reserved. We have to move far away from our home for the distinct period. This is somewhat tougher than the former one .Because there are numbers of hurdles we have to tackle not only physically but also mental stresses which follows like a shadow. I can’t describe each one of them, let me count some of them. As we move to a new place naturally a tide of hopes and great excitement eventually blows in our mind but along with that something which disturbs our mind and body also accompanies. In clear words, what I signify is the new place greets us in a way that it is very hard to find a comfortable accommodation to fit in. As we accustomed to live in hilly area where the lofty mountains, fresh air, cool and calm environment refreshes our life. But here how far our sight can catch only the dust is to be visualized. Noises and pollutions seems like its best ornament always wear on. Truly speaking, sometime I wonder how dare the people who bear a heart to reside in such a place where even if a healthy man stays may loss his fitness. We share a moment of our life there still it seems very troublesome. But my god! I must appreciate their spirit of living who spend their whole life there without expressing a word of depression..Anyway apart from few of them, they are very different from us, the way they live, act and everything. A certain distant between our nature obstacles to cope with them effectively. These are just a brief outlook.
From the beginning onwards a chain of hard works and difficulties seems to be appointed to follow us. As buying and selecting thousands of items for the winter sell from the number of wholesellers after which all the bundles of items has been loaded on our own shoulder to the transportation center. I don’t know about other what they think of us. But God! U Just imagine! how poor condition of our body would be who worked restless and ceaseless entire day and who hardly get time to have one time of meal. And if such toil day summed up in one day or two then we may blink that as a dreadful dream but this encounter often when the shortage of items in the shops occurs. Similarly, in the case of selling too, we are bounded by some rules and regulation. So, we have to act accordingly. These are just a few negative flashes of winter selling I ever experienced. Yeah! Of course! there must be a magnificent advantage too otherwise a man who is considered to be a wisest among all living beings wont endure all these sufferings without an adequate advantage. And in my opinion and whereas I can believe in my sight, I think after toiling so hard the ostentatious result is an ample profit within a short period(four months) according to summer. As in summer we don’t get any particular profit in hand to show up. Finally, what we get is what we have. And the second one is; we are a people of hilly region where winter appears to be blessed by white snow most of time. Owing to that all the route channels get blocked whose direct impact falls on our business I mean downfall in our sells takes place. So, instead of sparing time leisurely it is thousand times better to move to other place to earn something because as the saying-something is better than nothing; Right..?
Now I think I should cease my writing here. Obviously! There are many more and long list of advantages too, to be express but I am scare to put across all in front of one who is just a new comer in our world. May be it is hard to digest. Hehe..! So, take a long breath and just chill- pill..!

 

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Strange Moment

Doesnt this topic sounds so peculiar? Yes ofcourse!Let me tell you clearly...!!what actually i want to convey is my view about vacation.Yes! scarcely there may be few people under same sky who dont take any fund in their vacation.But i m not belong to that category.Obeviously like most of people a huge excitement is always there in me in the case of vacation.Not because i dont wish to study and skip.Though i strongly feel my weakness in this field but a great intention and enthusiasm i always used to grab.Because its the only period during which i got an adequate time to be with my whole family after long gap.Though m living a quite luxirious hostel life in the midst of very nice and good company.As I believe that only a good comrade beautifies the life stepped away from home.Apart from that in some cases we human being always craves for frequent change. Throughout the life same shedule and activities wrest our enthusiasm and the freshness of our mind which produce a very evil impact on our every deeds(studies).In such cases if we are offered some official sort of break that will be very beneficial for us mentally.And it is the fact that physical fitness is highly dependent on mental status.However, to be fit and fine, to come out from all the mental stressness, vacation must be needed and its actually meant for i think...
So, here I am enjoying my best and most beautiful moments in my hometown with my family.Having a glance of their cheerful cheeks and countenance I find such a pleasure with no bounds.No matter whatever physical status I encounter but mentally i feel very calm and relax.When I am involved with my sisters neither of us miss to share our beautiful moments with each other.Once we gather together and start our chit chatting,even our parents cant hold us..They are much more than a best frd to me.And about being with my adorable parents there isnt any words or lines which can exhibit their love and kindness.
Anyway during this vacation my eyes were dying to have a glimpse of my eldest bro and sis but i couldnt as they are out of town.And about relation I always consider myself very lucky that i am blessed with such a beautiful, loving and caring family whose love is beyond compare..THANK YOU MY LORD FOR SUCH WONDERFUL BLESSING!! May you always shower your blessings on them!! I assure it would be my greatest fate that I am connected with them.Above that I dont expect any other relation.
Oh! in this cheerful and pleasantful chit chat I didnt noticed the passage of time and just now I am approached at the very end of my enjoyful vacation and is the most embarrassing moment which always disturbs my mind and which i wish to discard but thats not in my favour.As I have to follow the phases of life meeting and departure.How strong and hard i try to be at this moment but I cant seize my emotions.At one side there is a huge pleasure that i gonna pursue my further education and in other a very hard moment I have to confront.However,this painful departure is sufficient to violate all the happiness I accumulated during this whole vacation.Anyway I have to tackle this problem and I guess I will be fine within few days. Let me see how???

1 comment:

  1. You trash me out!!! Wow !! beautiful writing,,, i mean it is beyond my expectation. You win me !!! Keep on doing so,,,

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Saturday, February 13, 2010

BOOK

This four letters BOOK valued a lot in the field of education. It is like a mirror in which the accumulation of words reflects the whole universe. Though it seems very peculiar to accept that this little book bounds the entire universe in its pages. But however it is the medium through which we can acquaint with every corner of the whole world. Books serve us since from the childhood till the last stage of our life.
For student books are like the best comrade with whom they spent their most of time and which facilitate them to enhance their knowledge and also prove to be the best weapon to achieve victory over the battle of education.
Great scholars also make the maximum use of this. As they accustomed to refer, research and so on. This book not only acquaint us the vast knowledge but also propose an opportunity to come up with our own thoughts. By entering the series of words every individual can easily express their views to the humanity. Like the eminent writer, poet, philosopher and even the scientist although is true that they do experiments practically but those achievements they discover, book is the best way to prove their experience and to illustrate the humankind.
As everything in this world comprise two unlike surface negative and a positive one. Generally books are very advantageous to all the readers and writers irespective that there are also many books which rather than producing good acquaintance deliberately reflect a bad impact on the whole world. Like the cases of terrorist. Though I acknowledge the fact that books are the only factor which provoke ideas and knowledge in our mind. It’s we, reader who examine and contemplate on those very ideas and its only depends on us how we act upon those views. But at some extent books are also responsible for such marauding speed. Because along with the nectar like knowledge books also releases the wrong conceptions whose poison initially tribulates human mind and gradually it destroy the mankind altogether.

WISH YOU A VERY BLISSFUL LOSAR.
MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL THE TIME.

1 comment:

  1. HI Morto,,,
    I think i told you to update your posts one month back, but what is this? nothing change,,, better do something or we are gonna have tough talk back there in University.

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